"THIS IS THE LAST TIME...''

You Never realize how much you love someone until they're gone...
You never realize once their love surrounded by you. But now, what do yo have?Memories.
Why does love hurt so much when it supposed to be a good thing?Why do we dwell on the past, When the future is what matters? It is something that I guess can't helped but, Maybe its harder for you then it is for someone else. Faint smells of cologne, a song on the radio, a movie or a single word.These are the things that brings back those memories. But, you can't hide from these things,because,they're there. No matter how hard you try to,they'll always be there.Love can not be forgotten, No matter how hard we try and how much we think it will ease the pain, It will always be there, forever. Unfair right?...
The loneliest it gets, is when the wind begins to chill and when I stand on the top of the old street where we always walked together, the church that brings stillness to me. And I can't think of anything I'd rather do then have my heart broken by you. Could we be saved by intentions and hopes?. Because, I'm not alright. The nights seem to swallow me whole and spit me out. I remember ever since the days you made me laughed and i've always wanted you in the worst way. And now, I can't compete. Isn't its time to get it right?
I'd like to know whats going on; I started a million letters to you, But i couldn't finish any of them.
we have said Good-bye so many times before. But somehow, we our paths always manage to cross and ended up in each others arms. But when we said this good bye, I have the feeling that i will never see you again.It really hurts because I know that we are meant to lead our own seperate lives. And I honestly don't want to cross your path in the future because I dont want these feeling to come back and to try to get over it all over again...
As I look back on all that happened-growing up, growing together,changing you, changing me--There were times when we dreamed together, laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realized how much I truly missed you. What we had, were just remain as a memories of yesterday. So,my lifetime friend, It is with all my heart I sent you my love, hoping that you will always carry my smile with you. For what we have meant to each other...('',)



--Mary Rose Adeva (mine_mhe)