"STAY"

I remember that you told me before; "Why dont you try to know me, More than you just think about me." Then now I say; " How can I know you more, If you're closing your doors everytime I attempt to come in?."You always told me that you love me and I always felt grateful when you're expressing how much I mean for you. But when you ask me If I feel the same, Like what you've felt for me. There are no replies coming from my mouth. In spite, the silence that means a lot for me.No, It's not that I'm numb. You know deep in my heart there is a hidden word that I want to tell you.It is just; I don't know how to show it and I'm too scared to bear with my emotions. I know that maybe sometime you will be weary in waiting for someone that is for nothing...But if only you can read my mind and understand my actions, you will know everything in me.I supposed to pretend because I thought It will be smoother that way. But I was wrong. I admit that I was so sensible in my life. But I felt so stupid listening to my mind and forgot that I have a heart too. Now that every tick-tack of the clock counts. If only I could turn back the time and start it all over again, I promise I will. But you started making your steps away from me. I hesitate, Is this really goodbye?or can I beg you to stay for a while?...


---Mary Rose Adeva (mine_mhe)